I woke up freezing and hot chocolate didn’t help at all. My head is killing me and my muscles are super sore from practising yesterday.
And I have a TON of homework to do.
Today’s definitely not a good day.
I just… couldn’t do that to him. Please don’t tell him. I…. I’ll stick up for myself sometime soon.
I couldn’t do that to him, San. I just… couldn’t.
You’re too good, you know that? But Blaine, he has to realize that not all in life revolves around unicorns, stupid outfits and Big Apple dreams. You’re a part of his life too, he needs to remember that. I could talk to him if you don’t want to.
I can’t tell him that, Santana. That would just… break him. I couldn’t! I physically couldn’t do that to him.
It would break him, but he’s breaking you without even realising.
We haven’t talked in forever, Santana. He doesn’t really… let me talk about myself. I just… It’s hard for me, San. Every time we talk it’s about New York and… I just… I can’t do this anymore.
He’s excited. New York is his dream and it’s all so new to him… But, have you tried telling him that?
So… I… haven’t talked to him in a week. That’s okay though, right? Kurt’s… fine. He’s just busy in New York. He’s having a great time… there… without me.
I really need him right now. I… I just really need him. I’ll keep pretending everything’s fine, but it’s really not.
Another busy week at school…. hooray. I’m glad we didn’t have school today.
You’re making me really depressed right now, Blaine. What’s going on? I know how it feels to miss the one that you love, I miss Brittany everyday. Kurt’s in New York living the dream. I’m sure he really loves you, he’s just busy…